Last weekend the new national helpers were using our house for their introductory meetings, which, I am told went very well. They were very appreciative and gave praise for our facility and how well it worked for their meetings.
On Sunday the group was invited to meet with them and have a potluck lunch, which was very delicious! Thanks ladies!
The latihan for me was very strong and after the men had a discussion. Various items were brought up and I mentioned that I had in the past year or so had trouble receiving the latihan by saying ‘begin’ but when I inwardly asked to receive the ‘latihan kejiwaan of Subud’ my latihan started very strongly and has continued over the past year or so to be very strong when I asked that question to begin the latihan. I felt this could be helpful to members who may have a hard time feeling the latihan.
I also brought up my feeling that I had been neglectful of doing my helper work and felt that it was important to make sure new members were able to receive by themselves on questions regarding direction in their lives as I had done in the early days of my Subud life. I realized that we had been a bit negligent in carrying out that duty and I felt the need to address that issue. If any newer members would like to explore how to do testing alone, please contact me or any of the other local helpers. I have found it very useful over many years and feel my own personal testing has always led in a positive direction. It is truly a tool for helping to lead to a better, more productive and joyful life and like any tool it needs to be used properly!
It was enjoyable talking to my brothers and sisters after lunch. I feel we truly are a family, but even in families we make mistakes and disagree. I hope we can all learn from the mistakes and become more harmonious in our dealings with each other.
Please forgive me for the mistakes I have made both recently and in the past! I truly give thanks for receiving the bountiful blessings of the latihan! May those blessings continue and spread throughout the world!
Rachman